Trust thyself.

I’m not surprised that you don’t have friends.

I’m not surprised that you spend your weekends with yourself, reading books, taking long walks with your playlist for company or simply working. I’m not surprised you don’t get invited to parties that involve loud music, selfie sticks and predictable truth and dare games.

don’t get me wrong, but i just don’t think most people, specially ones your age, would be able to keep up with you. i don’t think they’ll be able to catch your vibe, or match toe to toe your waltzing mind that jumps from one thought to another in the blink of an eye.

because you… you have this abnormal focus towards your passion, an obsessive tunnel vision for things that stir your soul. it’s because you know exactly who you are and you wear your heart on your sleeve.. and your thoughts at the tip of your tongue. you’re not afraid to fuck social norms and defy anything that questions your principles.it’s because you know you don’t need other people to validate your worth or make you feel loved and whole. you don’t fear isolation. you welcome it with open arms, because there’s nothing more powerful in this world than to be alone with yourself and be at peace. … and all this

makes people uncomfortable.

scares them a little.

I’m not surprised that you don’t have friends.

Vincent girl.

Did you know that Van Gogh ate yellow paint because yellow is a bright color and he thought that eating that would make him happy?

Everyone thought he was crazy about eating something so poisonous and toxic.

But if you look at it from a less judicious place you realise that it is like any other.

Many of you drink alcohol not just for taste? Some just want to get drunk, have fun, or forget.

Some smoke weed or get high because like others, it makes them happy.

Why do you think that a girl stays with the boy who cheats on her? Because when he’s not cheating on her, it makes her happy, even if it’s toxic and poisonous.

The reality is that we are all desperate looking for a way to be happy, even if it is not good for us.

And so we go through life looking for our yellow paint …

Kuch bheege alfaaz.

Bht saari batein hai jo shayad type karun toh kabhi mukkammal na ho, ya likhun toh alfaz ke kehne ka intention badal jaye, aur tu samjh na payee. Par to summarize.

be thankful for the food you eat, be thankful for the people you meet, Be thankful for the people you lost,Be thankful for the people who found a way back to you, Be thankful for yesterday, today, and tomorrow, Everything that has happened and is happening and is going to happen holds something good for you, and you have to have complete faith in the almighty, gratitude is the first step towards it. That wherever you’re , you’re meant to be.

It’s not that you’re not at all thankful, bas yeh ke, if 10 is the non-thankful area aur 0 represents gratitude toh you’re a 8. No one is at 0, but the goal is to reach there.

Being thankful to be alive, to have a family that loves you and won’t trade you for billions, to have felt the feelings all at once, and to have the privilege of a three time meal are just little-large privileges that are underappreciated. Be thankful and just show this to the closed ones, sometimes with words, mostly with actions, cuz as they say, words are just lies without actions. Be present for your parents, for your sisters and for everyone who cares for you. They’re the one that are gonna love you forever and more, unconditionally. 🙂

P.S- ab theek hai? 😑

You!

People think

You want them

To do something

or say something special;

You Don’t !!!!

You just want them

To be themselves,

So that you can be

Yourself…..!

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….share a smile folks 🙂 🌻

Chemical hearts.

16th January’2021-

Your taste in people will change when you learn to love yourself. Stop wondering if you are good enough for other people and start wondering if they are good enough for you.

There are all these moments when you think you won’t survive and you survive anyway.

Share a smile 🙂 🌻

Thank you.

Thank you
for being present during
all of the times I needed someone,
but was too afraid to ask.
Thank you for dropping your entire life
just to make sure I was ok.
Thank you for taking me under your wing
when I was too damaged to fly.
Thank you.
For being the best example of friendship.

#28thJan’2021

💙💙💙

It’s Been a while.

I don’t enjoy things the same way that I did before. Years ago, I thought I really enjoyed meeting and getting engaged within a crowd of people, and be sociable enough to try to get to know most of them; but it turned to be exhausting these days. Alike them, I have doubted myself—if I just became the one to kill such joy, or I was actually discovering a part of me I have been neglecting since then. Some of the persons I’ve known told me that I’ve changed; I’m wondering what would be their reaction once I say that this is the real me—I talk less, because it’s tiring; and I am saving my words for more pertinent ocassions and instances.

I am no coward for staying on my safest space; I am brave enough to protect my own peace.

—Ren Ednalig |

Moments.

Countless people fall in love every day, almost half of them realise that it wasn’t even love, to begin with. They were in love with the idea of having a companion. They were in love with the idea of being embraced despite their flaws, to be accepted, to be held.

It’s easy to fall in love, even easier to fall out of it. But you see, it takes a lot to stay in love. It takes a lot to accept the fact that the person you fell in love with has changed. Or sometimes, it’s difficult to accept that maybe you’ve changed. You have to talk about everything and after a point it is just exhausting.

You have to live with this time bomb in your hand. Maybe you’ll cut the right wire, maybe you’ll not. You’ve no idea when it will explode or if you even have time. You never know how things will end or if they will end, at all. Love is about taking the plunge. You just never know what’s gonna happen.

I think love is for the ones who are brave. My heart is fragile. Sometimes, I think I am not even made for love. Sometimes I think, I am just a coward. To be loved is such a liability, I can love, I am not heartless, but I will always love from a safe distance.

You see? I don’t like to play with fire. I adore it when people tell their stories or when I see lovers holding hands and I silently pray that their story doesn’t end in tears. I really believe in the idea of love but relationships are a lot of work. I felt it when Faiz said “Aur bhi gham hain zamane me mohabbat ke siva” I felt it.

There’s a lot to feel, a lot to do and a lot is sometimes not enough. And I don’t know what is. So I just choose not to make myself so vulnerable, only to return to a shell someday. Maybe I am a coward, but at least, I am honest about it.

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*Happy* *covid-y* *year* !!! #christmas

With every 25th December we realize,

The year is coming to an end,

And we immerse ourselves

in the thoughts of,

How much we have lost,

& How much we have gained…

Maybe,

This is not the Christmas to ask for

everything we want friends,

Maybe this the year,

We just need to be

Thankful for what we have!!!!!

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